My amazing big guy is now Eight. And my dear little man has turned Four.
We all made it alive, mostly, through Three, that year that lives as a specter on the psyche of every parent, that year emblazoned with red, dripping letters that cry, “Why does everyone say that Two is such a big deal? Three is the year that leaves no family unscathed!”
And just a few days into Four, I can say…it’s a tiny bit better. So far. Not holding my breath or anything. This isn’t my first time to the rodeo and I know phases last just long enough to get used to them, and then all techniques become invalid and parenting permit is up for renewal again, just a week after you finally passed the test for Extreme Tantrums, age Three Years and Fifty Weeks. Probably. If phases get too predictably unpredictable, then they stay for a while. Whatever it takes to maximize digiposture among human parental units.
The part I find most amusing about Four this time around is the bipolar self-awareness. Last week, he said to me, “Mommy, I’m a bad guy. No…I’m a good guy. That makes me a wild card, right?”
Oh good gawd, boy, it sure does. I laughed, which makes him giddy. He now tells me that lunch is a sandwich, no it’s yogurt, no it’s a wild card. And his travel backpack has trucks and ninja because…you guessed it…the backpack is a wild card.
Family game night is obviously having an effect on the lens through which he views the world. But little Wild Card is a big change for our family. We’re a group of persevering gamespeople. We open a game and we’re in it for the night. Butter, though, ceases all engagement after one round. No matter how long the endeavor takes, once a single full game finishes, he collects the pieces, drops them in the box, replaces the lid, and drags out something new. This has completely upended the whole way of life for our tenacious crew. Peanut, Spouse, and I could play 700 rounds of Yahtzee and not think it’s time to be done. We can get through an hour of Indigo, get some water, and start again. Done? What do you mean you’re done? There’ve only been ten games! Challenge the winner. Reject your current strategies and test some new tricks. Hope for better letters next time.
And while I’m not in my element with someone who feels he’s done after one round, he is a refreshing change from the sweet older guy whose attention span rivals a doctoral thesis advisor’s. Peanut can take a task and work on it for hours. Genuinely hours. Meticulous, careful work.
Such care and attention make hanging out with him quite enjoyable.
They’re both lovely fun and I enjoy them enormously.
Here’s the catch (for you know there is one…I’ve been blogging here for six years and you know darned well that fewer than a handful of posts exist without a catch): my children are amazing company with one-on-one. But that arrangement is rare. More often, they’re sharing physical space (poor stereotypical siblings: younger wants to do everything older does, and older wants younger really, really far away). Each boy is almost always seeking exactly the opposite of what his sibling offers. Peanut wants to do something intensely and for hours on end, and Butter is done after five minutes. He gets frustrated with Peanut for lingering, Peanut gets frustrated at Butter for ruining his concentration/picture/building/project/flow and loud, acrimonious, physical battles ensue.
And my job is to interrupt the fight, explain how they each need to talk about their needs and feelings, and how they each need to respect their differences. But they’re four and eight. They love fighting. Butter doesn’t want to articulate that he’s done and would like company on his next adventure. Peanut doesn’t want to explain, again, that he’d like to finish what he started.
And so games, art, reading, play, potion-making, and crafts are all punctuated by raucous, adrenaline-provoking frustrations. I intercede. They don’t want to hear me. I try to reason with them. I try emotion, I try logic. I either give up or separate them.
But not at the beach.
At the beach there is no end to the compromises they’re willing to make or the personality flaws they’re willing to overlook.
I think we’ll just move to the beach.
This is very recognizable. My 8 and 4 year olds are pretty compatible at this point, but youngest gets REALLY frustrated at eldest’s severe ADHD. I have to intervene a lot, because youngest just starts hitting him to get his attention. It’s tough.
Oh, Fie, that’s so frustrating for everyone. We have way too much “he can’t play with me because he does everything wrong,” then “no, I don’t!” hitting.
Sigh. There is no perfect age difference, there’s no perfect sibling personality match. But some beach days I can at least blink.
I used to get along perfectly well with my little sister (10 years younger than me), but we’ve grown apart. I’ve never been very fond of my older sister (3 years older than me). I’m the only one who ever really moved away and got a life. Either they’re jealous or we are all just too different to have anything to say to each other. I really hope my kids are not like that. I hope they end up being friends. Beach or no beach. (None here in the midwest, I’m afraid… I miss CA!)
Sibling bonding on hikes? In the fields? Creeks function like oceans for child exploration and harmony…
Gah. I know: emotion and logic. I swear three is so hard. Great post full of love and heart.
Three has challenged me twice, now, to within an inch of who I believe I am. I love that kid desperately, but I will never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever long for Three to return.
I’ve heard teenagers are worse. But I cannot and will not entertain that notion. I like teenagers. I really do.
Wow. That shot of Butter floating above the wet sand is something else. Really cool!
I love seeing one studying the surf and one levitating. Personalities captured.